MY 2015 | New Year Resolution 2016
04:15:00❋ 2015 ❋ It's a tough year with lots of changes. For the every first time, I left my home, study aboard. I started my 3 ...
04:15:00
❋ 2015 ❋
It's a tough year with lots of changes.
For the every first time, I left my home, study aboard.
I started my 3 years uni life.
New city, New school, New church, New people
It sounds exciting, no, it's terrifying.
I learn to be alone, to be independent.
Living alone, eat alone, travel alone, go to school alone, shop alone
I thought I am strong and positive enough, but I'm not.
The more logic I am, the more fragile I am.
Because of the loneliness, I spent more time to reflect.
Why life is always full of empties, disappointments and shit relationships...
I realise that, the old me used to surround with people, I thought I am sociable.
In fact, no, I just take that for grounded. I hate those so-call 'friendship'.
I hate myself being so conform to the worldly view and always think people's negatives.
When I think of how bad others are, I am also the bad one as well...
I realise how less time I spent with God, even I go church regularly, I still feel empty.
Being a Christian doesn't mean you will be happy,
but having the real relationship with God, can fill my empties.
Happiness is not build on those worldly things but on heaven.
My happiness is come form the mighty God.
I learn how important communication is,
find someone I trust to talk with, it helps a lot.
Some people annoy me, but they can't drag me down.
"Girl, don't bother them. Don't even f**king care about them!"
This year is full of exploring.
Brisbane, Gold Coast, Sunshine Coast, Sydney, Stradbroke Island...
Never know that ocean is that wide and deep, mountains are that tall and huge.
No matter how far I went, home is always the best.
❋ 2016 ❋
➊ Pray and do devotion everyday
➋ Pick up back sketching/ drawing
➌ Enjoy and involve every classes
➍ Work out regularly
➎ Eat healthier
➏ Be patient to everyone
➐ Learn to express my feelings
Check out my December memories:
SEE YOU,
cherry xoxo